The days and nights just blend in together like one continuous tightening of a rope around my neck. Squeezing every ounce of energy and breath from me slowly. Anytime I search for answers to life I’m left with more questions. Every time I reflect on what caused the negative outcome, it always points back to poor decisions and choices. It’s like a merry go round that keeps loosing screws every passing, but never stops. Just waiting for the day it all collapses and falls apart.