Spoken i mean, not sokken nonwords. What else i do mean. Most of my life, i tried to keep peoples alive. Quite some veterans too, including blackops so i knew a bit about that world. Then that nasty covid thing came and with it the lies, the corruption not to plea guilty, no openness. Lies and corruption. Lots of my still ill collegues lost their homes, their partners, their lifework. Money gone to treatments that are not covered by insurrance and the treatments that are, are marginally or not helpfull at all. But the science powercard is drawn and so bye bye money to participate in the world again. Contribute to a better world for our children and theirs. Instead of living in the dark 22 out of 24 hours day in, day out. But who cares. Big companies got loads of money. We don't get nothing for taxes paid, nothing but more corruption and lies. Greedy stuff from the hunterkillers that never get enough. Oh yes, the politicians were so thankful for us, working through the waves. Standing strong despite the healthrisks. But the bonusses gone elsewhere, to big companies. If only somewhat of that went to real independent quality research but even there. Despite firmly believing in science, science too is misused far too often. But what do we do, what do i do?

Well...despite a f*ckedup brain, i found btc. With it Nostre. Its a pain in the ass to learn but i also found a community that share the value of caring for each other, for Nature. Not that divide and conquer but built to reconnect again. So yes Nico. I fully agree. It brings me hope that being in that frontlinie for so many years, was not just for nothing.

And if anyone wants to sent me something because of my story, please sent it to the developers, not me. Support the builders. That's the best we can do.