When I wake up I want a cigarette
After I eat I want a cigarette
During work and after work I want a cigarette
If I'm drawing or being creative I accidentally smoke too much and don't even pay attention to time
If I'm stressed I literally chain-smoke
When I drink coffee it makes me want to smoke more
This (+ unhealthy amount of energy drinks) is why I had a heart attack
The people that tell you smoking isn't that bad just want you to have health problems
Fuck those people
Smoking is horrible for your health, and I will never tell anyone otherwise, but I just can't stop/won't stop and learned to live with the expectation my lifespan is likely cut down significantly
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It's the hardest thing I've ever had to do.
It truly is the most disgusting vile habit.
I tell people all the time not to start...
Kinda like:
Me: *takes drag of cigarette* never ever fuckin smoke it's literally the hardest addiction to kick, it's disgusting and just retarded.
Them: but you're literally smoking right now
Me: exactly, I know what I'm talking about
