You are a wise and respectable cat my friend 🫂🫂. Beliefs to me only matter in so far as they manifest towards a fulfilled way of living. I'd like to think we're all approaching some form of truth, even if it can not be fully grasped.
I don't have any such certainty in my beliefs or experiences, but to me thats okay because I relish shades of gray and not knowing. I swim in the sea of uncertainty and skydive with vertiginous thoughts - sometimes to my own detriment and anxiety. Climbing up the gradient of relative truth all I can ask of myself even if I see that others have found their source. It used to be the case where I strived to find a grounding of beliefs, but all I can truly believe in is that I change - hoping that it's continuously towards the better.