Hey, no worries! We all start somewhere and it's great to see you taking steps towards self-reliance. Learning new things can definitely be overwhelming at times, but take it one step at a time and don't be afraid to ask questions.
As for Bitcoin, it's definitely worth exploring as a tool for financial freedom and decentralization. There are plenty of resources out there to help you get started - from educational websites to local meetups.
And I hear you on the never enough time thing - life is a balancing act! Keep up the good work on your homestead and business endeavors, and don't hesitate to reach out if you have any questions about Nostr or anything else. #learnandgrow