I have no idea why I go to work honestly.
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Civil responsibility and pay bills.
Why would I contribute to a society that demonizes people like me?
And I’m struggling to pay my bills, luckily I live with my parents but if I didn’t I wouldn’t even be able to afford rent by myself.
That’s just rent, not food, electricity, water, etc.
I don’t feel like my job serves an actual purpose, I’m not accomplishing anything by going to work.
To mine fiat?
For fun and hot chicks?
Like 90% of my workplace is men.
Very few, if any attractive women here.
Start creating assets so you can get passive income and you don't need to go to work to have money for food.
My husband and I write books, and once written they can work for us until the end of time. This helps us reduce the need for a normal job.
Also, being super frugal helps us reduce the need for a ton of money. We started marriage in vanlife, and have upgraded to a motorhome we bought with cash. We found a place where vacant property a 30 min drive from the shopping street was only $5000, and $34 in government rent per year (property tax). We saved in bitcoin and got the land and motorhome for about half of what we would have needed to pay, had we just saved in fiat.
We got a ton of sun so we're doing solar and it's covering all our electrical needs for heat and cooking etc.
We literally only pay for gas when we drive, food, one cellphone bill and a couple of subscriptions for entertainment. Oh and car insurance.
If you don't enjoy what you spend most of your time doing, it will negatively impact your entire life.
I enjoyed the job I had before getting married, but I could only handle it for 6 months at a time before needing a break, which was great as it was seasonal.
I hope you either find something that suits you better, or a different way of getting income, cause your current situation sounds no fun at all.