When you focus and realize you aren’t making any productive impact during your existence because you’ve been insanely distracted… Things begin to clear up but with this lingering feeling of, “what now then?” Aside from parenting what sort of impact am I to make? Or is it best to focus on that important facet of reality at the detriment of all the other parts of it? It seems like most things I have skills in are on the cusp of becoming obsolete. A few years at most. Then what? Plants? 🤣