This is real.

I have experienced things.

Demons are real, God is real.

Repent, ask God For forgiveness of Sins.

Ask Jesus to enter your heart and make you white as snow.

Read your Bible.

“Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God.”

‭‭John‬ ‭3:18‬ ‭ESV‬‬