Here's how to fix your problem.
1. Chill & be relaxed when you start working digitally.
2. Stay relaxed.
3. This time, you won't build up that feeling of being overwhelmed, when heading toward that twenty page threshold.
4. Whenever you feel like, you get an ever so slightly impression of slightly becoming lost in some way on the journey to twenty pages, immediately stop writing.
5. Resolve the issue of why you feel like that, by researching the actual cause of the problem. For example, some settings on your laptop aren't fitting your needs.
6. The issue is only resolved, until you feel comfortable again & not lost anymore.
7. Continue writing.
8. Rinse & repeat the problem fixing, if you encounter any more.
9. Reach the twenty page threshold.
10. Evaluate what you need & what you feel uncomfortable with. Research the actual reason behind the issue & fix it.
11. Some issue are literally just a matter of practice. You cannot fix them immediately, because you have to practice doing this, until you feel comfortable.
Now practice this for weeks & you will see this paper chaos as I see it. 😄