You will do this for a while, falling deeper and deeper down the bitcoin rabbit hole. Then one day you will realize all the ways that bitcoin is aligned with something else that you already love and then through bitcoin you will be drawn back to an even deeper love, understanding and engagement with that other thing(s).

For me, it was about year of intense, non-stop bitcoin self education - through those doors, I first can to a great appreciation of family (which our society seems to try to degrade, devalue, and estranged). And then, being re-anchored to family, bitcoin has also lead me to a rediscovery of my love of Capeoria (afro-brazilian spiritualist martial art).