The future is sharing, not censorship.
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The future is first and foremost, compassion. That is the number one consideration, sharing is an extension of that. Some people struggle with one or both of them things. I am one of the most compassionate people you will ever meet, I'm also generous. Do you know what I can't square though, in my own mind🤔. I can be one horrible fucker, it bugs me. It's not my normal nature but sometimes, well☹️. That's why I'm voluntarily single. 95% of the time I'm a really nice guy but the 5% that I'm not, I'm fucking terrible. I go from 0-100 in a split second and I can't seem to NOT do that. Don't get me wrong, it's all on me, it's my issue. I've had counselling, ive read books, I read A LOT OF BOOKS. I've studied Buddhism, I've stood less than 50M away from the the Dalai Lama while he was giving a talk, I'm not religious but I identify as Buddhist. I'm just not very good at it, or people, or relationships, or society. Sorry, bit of a rant there😬😂.
Respectfully, maybe consider cutting back on the drinking a bit. No judgement, but I've read your posts about it, and can usually tell. Your posts shift significantly in tone. It will help.
It is wonderful to have been that close in proximity to the Dalai Lama. He is a powerful pointer to an inner realization.
The ultimate truth has to come from within.
Much love 🙏💜
There is no "Respectfully" about it, you are bang on the money. I know this and for someone who is pretty much 12,000 miles away, to realise the same, well, that's quite something. Ever since I was very young, I've known I'm "Different", I've never wanted to get married or have children, however, I have a son who's in his late 20's who currently lives with me (AGAIN)😂, he's recently split up with this GF, anyway, I digress. I never really wanted children but I love my son and will always be here for him. As for me, I'm a bit of a maverick, never really fitted in, I'm an undiagnosed Autist, which is almost certainly true. I enjoy my life, alone. It's a mad world, and I like it, alone. It's taken me over 30 years to realise what and who I am, yes, of course, the drinking doesn't help, but again, it's just what I do and I'll "suffer" the consequences, if it's only affecting me and nobody else, then, so be it. I'm very very privileged. I have a loving son, who I also love dearly, a loving mother and sisters who I love dearly, I also have a father who I love, and I know he loves me, he lives abroad, I go and see him occasionally but we tend to have HUGE arguments. He divorced my mum a looooong time ago. Anyhow, yes. Me, privileged, will be in Bali at the start of The New Year, travelling all round The Far East doing a little tour, alone🙏🏻. I'm blessed to be to do what I am able to, alone. It's odd but it's me. Ava, you was super astute and concise in your note above, it was humbling to read.
Jesus. Quite a rant here, thanks for reading🫂.
Bali is beautiful. I almost moved there. I wish you all the best, my friend. 🫂💜
Thank you. Will be posting pics in due course. One of my many cousins, lives in Bali, he's a diving instructor. I'll, oddly be meeting up with one of my Ex's brothers who will be holidaying out there, he's fucking mad, just like me. When I told my sister I was meeting up with him she said "Fucking hell *My name* you'll end up on "Banged up Abroad". I come from a relatively small town in The North West of England but there have been THREE people from my little town who've been on that show😳, i hope I'm not the 4th, ha ha. May I use your van as a bail hostel address😬🤔😂.
Looking forward to it. And, wow, that is something... let's put a pin in it for now. 😉
Absolutely!💯