Loved primal though cause I think we’re all primal and prey. Looking to be understood.

May have sent this already. 🤣🫂

Nothing felt different initially. All was good for a night. Friendship was lovely. Our bodies entangled in primal level savagery. Bliss.

Years later, I see his eyes looking back at me. His smile. Something seared in a way that my mind never imagined. Yet that memory …

Couldn’t realize then …

Memories fade. But there are some cosmic connections that remain. Can eyes that are nuclear weapons ever be tamed? Should they?

Two people who believed everything can be fixed by compartmentalizations may have just been ignorant or scared. Idealistic thinking. Justification for the pain.

What if We both lied by omission. Fearing we would destroy the other. It’s all the same in the end.