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I like to be a ghost or third person when reading fiction. It allows the reader to retain their own character, world view and morality.
I don't mind reading characters thoughts but I want to retain agency of myself, it allows me to decide when to empathise with whom and for reasons defined by me. I don't mind a narrator style guide.
When the story is written as the first person it forces me to inhabit a character, suddenly I have to understand the history and motivations of a person I do not know. I have to internalise their/his monologue and pretend to understand his feelings, fears and ambition in spite of the fact that I can barely relate to him seeing as I prefer to retain agency while studying characters and judging them.
A good book in this style has a narrators feel seeing as the older Jim Hawkins in Treasure Island is giving account of his life and adventures. This puts you in a position of being guided by a narrator to better understand the person but you are still given respect as a spectator of the tale.
If I am forced to be a character in the novel I have cognitive dissonance and I struggle to be immersed in the story. Is basically what I am trying to say.
Thank you very much for taking the time to explain your feelings about this; it's a valuable perspective that, up until now, I have not consciously considered...๐ค๐ง๐คจ๐
You've given me an opportunity to reflect on my choice of first person narrative style in most of my fiction.
At its core, I suspect mine is a rather selfish choice; truth be told, I write fiction mostly for myself, an escape from "the real world" into some more desirable alternate universe where my fantasies are realized.
And, I also suppose I haven't considered your viewpoint because mine is quite different; when I read fiction and fantasy, I have a strong desire to descend into the story, to become--at least for a time-- the character experiencing the unfolding events.
Robert A. Heinlein is my favorite author of science fiction, and his voice of choice is predominantly first person; I have little doubt this has also influenced my own writing.
And so, thank you again, my friend, for sharing your perspective and bringing your reaction to my attention.๐๐ป๐ You've given me something new to think about.๐
Should you happen to be able to overcome your aversion to first person and read my story, I would value hearing your response.๐๐ป๐๐