I see, yea that sounds like it would take a toll over time. Glad you have an outlet with drawing but I imagine it can get pretty exhausting emotionally. Pardon my previous reply if it sounded abrupt.
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Nope.
It sounded real.
I have a disability due to a brain injury. It basically it keeps me awake. 24/7. It feels like I'm being tortured. the second I start feeling like dozing off, a surge runs from the very center of my brain to my heart and I'm awaken in terror every 35 to 45 seconds.
This has rendered me unable to drive anymore. I used to ride a motorcycle. It now collects dust. I can't sell it because my husband had to engineer the clutch. I have an injury which makes using my left hand extremely painful. Not easy since I was left handed.
So pulling that damn clutch in was hard. He modified it and I was happy to have been able to ride... that lasted me a year as after that, the radiation they did for my thyroid truly broke me. I already was not sleeping, but I could manage. After that? the not sleeping just became misery.
So I am limited as to how far I can commute for a job, and small towns don't have much going on at all, let alone having any decent method of public transportation.
I still don't give up. My lifespan may not be very long, but I can guarantee you. I don't know how I am gonna do it, but when my number's up, Ima gonna go guns a blazin'!!!
Like Nina Van Horn and her "Death Kiss my Ass" dress !!!