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I've been spending more time downtown recently due to DJing and cooking and it's probably a result of me being out the public more nut damn there is a drug and mental health problem in the US.

Like. Fuck. I knew it was bad. I knew it was getting even worse and i wish I had an eloquent way to say this but its "bad bad".

Like when people walk up to obviously whacked out of their gourd and start telling you a story about "how is lady stole his dog and turned everyone into pedos, and that's why he cant buy meth from you". Or the guy incoherently screaming about the merits of shape-shifting while taking a shit on the wall of an alley.....how did we as a society let these people fall so hard?

One side of me says its their life choices, they fucked up and kept making shit choices to end up like that. But I also know that addiction can turn you into the worst version of yourself, where do the choices become not your own and become the more like symptoms of a sickness that should be helped? And where is the line between useful help and socially funded enabling?

Sorry all vastly nuacned issues based on how you precive the world. Im mostly just venting. Because I dont understand how people get to be in a place like that and why we "allow it" for a lack of a better way of saying it. seems like a symtom of a larger issue...

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Is a symptom of a highly disfuncional culture and society imo. I struggled with depression when I was younger and public healthcare system was tremendously helpful since I couldn't afford treatment. I would've ended up like those people if i was born in the US, luckily I'm from Spain.

And Im in the west coast where all our programs are either desparatly underfunded or go so far that I think it enables that behavior and calling it "progressive"

Breaking people is a way to control them. Broken people turn to substances to numb the signal. Why? Because when they act on the signal their emotions are sending them (“something gotta change”) society punishes them. Stay between the lines, work to serve the lie.

The drugs people take to numb the signal all come with their dark side. A balanced and healthy person does not want to repeat the experience of taking the drug in the same way the emotionally broken person does.

Abuse is everywhere, so are drugs. The ratio of abuse/caring you receive sorts of sets your level of brokenness. Abuse is like a magnet screwing with your compass, especially if it is repeated over and over, year after year. caring for you is the repair shop, the compass gets fixed.

Why does abuse seem to get the upper hand on so many people? Because it often destroys the most important form of caring, self caring. Abuse comes in many forms, some obvious, some instead extremely covert, the courage of the sneaky cowards. And when abuse comes from where there was supposed to be caring, the ratio really takes a beating.

I think you hit the nail on the head when you said its destroys the ability to care for onesself. Plus the ratio of abuse to care growing up.

Ive seen more people than Id like to admit just give up in the face of opiates. Ive seen people handed the world with all the resourses to get clean, but they end up dead from an OD after their 4th trip through rehab. Its fucked.