Don't get me wrong. I actually divorced for him first. He's the love of my life, the one and only, songs were written and everything. We have beautiful meaningful relationship and talk about having a third kid.
But.
Sometimes I'd beat him with some solid kitchen utensil and these urges are still shorter apart🧐
That said, he also fantasizes about bondaging and gagging me and not really as a sex thing😝 I guess we're even😀