I kept having a reoccurring dream. Typically right when I would fell asleep I would dream about falling from a high elevation. Sometimes would wake me up as abruptly with that initial weightless stomach sensation.

It kept coming back night after night and pissed me off enough to where I made the choice to jump.

I wound still feel the sensation of falling but it was my choice to jump vs fall.

Keep in mind I’ve sky dived before. It’s not something I would call a primal fear of mine.

Kind of funny. Regardless anytime I reach that juncture in my dream I just jump now.

Would that fall into the unable to able being I make the choice?

Thank you for sharing this on Nostr.

I've had Decentralised Mind sitting on my bookshelf but for some reason I haven't felt drawn to reading it yet.

I'm feeling like it's probably time.

Very interesting perspective Rob. Loved it, especially because I just had a stress related incident where I fell back to a old pattern of mine from my younger years. And though I try to analyse it and “dissolve” it I can feel this will take a bit of time. Would love to hear more from you. Thank you.