Resisted two urges in the past 24 hours. Immediately going to the bathroom or focusing my intent to remember my goal helped a lot.

I honestly never want to cum again untill I get married and I'm having sex to start a family. Everything else is a complete waste of semen. I want to channel my libido into finding the right woman to achieve that goal with. I don't want to squander and dissipate that energy through temporary, meaningless pleasure.