spiritual castration is a bitch.

MOST of the astrology you are familiar with is bunk feminine relatiinship and modern world nonsense... but you, sadly, are not your great great great grandfather...

he had an actual pragmatic version called Horary. it was predictive, housed in a Christian worldview, and produced verifiable "forecasts"...

John Frawley is the man to explore for you to gain a more respectable, less "im a gay materialist" position...