I wrote that after closing my eyes and thinking about a cousin's son, observing all I think and feel about him and then just letting it go. I wrote on his 7th birthday.

I teared up thinking about your grandma reading you the book. thank you so much for telling me that.

My grandmas are very special to me and I carry the first name of one of them and the second name of the other. I don't know if that makes sense to you. I have 3 names and my father and mother's surnames. haha I don't know why I said that, it's not the only reason why they mean so much to me.