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You seem to pretend that all the abuse is okay. If you do not goddamn fix the years of abuse none of your goddamn bullshit afterwards means a goddamn thing. YOU DESTROYED GOOD WORK, GOOD RESULTS, GOOD INITIATIVE, BENEFICIAL PROJECTS.
YOU ONLY KEEP PROVING THAT YOU DON'T REALLY DESERVE A GODDAMN THING.
Sell me your sat