Excessive isolation despite/especially in the company of others, a feeling that you are a burden on everyone around you, complete distortion of your perception of others' perception of you, severe depression and anger with yourself and all your inadequacy, etc.

But mostly, a feeling like you can't go on and that there's nothing to live for.

That was me a few years ago.

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