nostr:npub19g5g450nxx75w09g6wundthch4ycyaljr3ca65fk9kdh2s3c67yq5txju6 You aren't a burden to everyone, and those feelings that you are? They're a lie.
You don't need to stay at a place that hates you. Find a new job, man. It can't be worse than your current one. Go to an employment agency and find something new. Let your current place fail without you.