Today’s date is a weird day for me.

I feel more lonely.

I wonder if in another life, we are still friends

and I can send you flowers and balloons

and we’d be at our favorite spot,

making each other burst into laughter

and having the absolute best time.

I wonder, too, how I’d be if I’d never met you.

Sad but happy memories, wouldn’t call it bittersweet though. Just those two separate emotions.

Why’d you have to ruin it?

People suck sometimes.