Yeah, I get what you mean. I felt at one point that I needed it to reflect and think through things. I realised I was just using it as an excuse to smoke more than I needed.

Now, it's more of a relaxing weekend thing, and I enjoy it so much more than I did before because it feels special. I actually look forward to it.

It's the same as coffee. I go to work in the esrly morning, walk my dog when I get back, workout, then have my coffee around 1030-11am when I'm chilling by the window. It's such a chill feeling, that I look forward to it each day.