My parents are overbearing narcissists, of which my father's a distant cold shadow incapable of expressing any emotional vulnerability. My mother's just a pet of my father's, beaten down mentally all these years. I don't feel comfortable opening up in front of them. My sibling simply doesn't care. The last time I tried pouring my a part of me to her. She simply asked me to kill myself. I feel drained down just being around them

No friends, atleast none I can trust with these confidential details

I've been bottling all my ups and downs, emotions and achievements since teenage, with the anonymous portions of the internet left as my only places to vent a little