Interesting sidenote: This experiment of mine came after a pretty intense round of lemon-teched shrooms (3.5 grams), where I realized that I should learn how to do stuff that I have an aversion to. How I put it in my notes:

"Stop fighting myself and start negoriating with myself".

My wife was planning a fast for health reasons, and I thought "perfect!".

A hard thing that I can do while not actually doing anything. This is the way: push my boundries gently, and try to discover the shape of my executive function (which is basically out of order).