been thinking about mel since i caught jasmine paolini play on the telly. like why i even did was down to him cos he wouldve & i wouldntve without him.
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it's hard to hold & i was driving in the middle of thinking about it all & a bird crashed into my windshield but in a surreal stupid way. like a very mel gesture thing. like i was supposed to laugh & just snap out of it. but instead a sob came out of my chest.
in general, im starting to get really sick of the feedback that i take things too hard or too seriously.
