What would happen if people actually looked back into their own bloodlines? Looking at my own offered me a glimpse into world history. It also made me consider how various relatives would perceive me if I went back & explained I am their great granddaughter.
Does our own DNA carry the hopes, dreams & trauma of prior generations? How do we work to heal that & try to do better than past humanity?
I believe it’s possible. nostr:note15stqd2vj39ufauy5qp9s05thjvdeujrd7e77mncy8pkq5v9hj57qtvmz78
Lineage is a tricky topic because of math. Your ancestors grow in number exponentially with generation: 2 parents, 4 grandparents, 8 great grandparents, 16 great great grandparents, etc.
Taking this back 30 generations would mean 1 billion anscestors. But that’s far more than the number of humans back then.
Your lineage has consanguinity as a mathematical fact. That means we are all more related than we realize. Thus if you look hard enough, you’ll find the best and the worst of humanity in essentially every lineage. Rapists and rape survivors. Murderers and missionaries. Liberators and tyrants.
The squares with what we know about the heart of mankind: “ no line between good and evil runs through the heart of every man.” (Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn)
Agreed as I’ve found it true. Below was written as an attempt to partially explain 🥰
Lifelong weirdo.
I see you I see me I see one humanity, but I can break it down more …
We all come from “X” nothing to into an atom (at ham, ahhh hum, Om, ioas to IOS) etc …
Solve for X? I don’t math. 🧮 😂 X = Z (I can draw how it works but can’t yet explain equation.
I see us when we were one Ness (Nests, seeds, starlight, Luna & Apollo) into a set of twins, only to be separated again, just to find out who we were alone … to see you in dreams lifelong & attempt to understand
Together again from drops of ink
That shows the lives we have lived and loved
For millennia since
We chose to separate ourselves
Onto various timelines and spirals of planets
How many of us on earth that could see the unseen chose to leave at age 27?
Wow that just explains something about myself so when I turned 28 my bio earth mom called and wished me a happy birthday and I told her she was crazy. It was my 27th birthday and she corrected me on that. Apparently I had thought I was 28 for an entire year. Did ℹ subconsciously brainwash myself? Was the code only waiting to be unlocked?
Knowing internally while closest vibration of ALL chose to be the “best” of us, I had been in constant doubts about law school … laws? Sacred? Which means … oh 🥰😭🫂💜🙏😂
What does the inkling of every art form show?
Vastness of oneness of same speck of dust?
Starry starry night … save just one starfish my love. And if you’re reading this, you are my love too as we all are oneness of same prism of reflection of the light in most of our pictures from the 1980’s and 90’s. Shiny ✨ always together … even when separated on Earth.
Always. All ways 🫂💜🥰✨😭
You don’t do math, I don’t do poetry. I studied astrophysics and math in college and most of the humanities escapes me.
My first great love studied both of those too 😂🙏. We had a joke that he would work at NASA & me at Hooters & we would “somehow balance out to a normal couple.”
Below is about him. Does the message translate? Genuinely?
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What if instead I
confidently chose
Predestination
And met you at the cafe
96 hours in Paris
Exploring
Took another train
Your pure love scared me
Unable to tell you then
So much shame within me
Knowing my poisoned nectar
Would kill us both
Not your sweet peace of Pi
Such poison is in the heart of all mankind. It’s a consequence Adam’s inaction, the ultimate beta male who just stood there and let his beloved eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil…and then ate it too. But God had a plan to fix this from the beginning.
