I miss you all, all the #Nostriches and the entire #Plebchain I've just been slacking in the stacking lately ๐
The world is going to hell in a hand basket, I just lost a good friend to suicide he had two twin boys 10 months old, he was 42 and his mother once said about me she was going to buy me a doorbell for Xmas when I was 10 or 11 cause I was knockin their door the whole time, obviously for my childhood friend๐ฅ๐ฅ
Now he's gone, life just doesn't make sense to me at all anymore, I'm meant to be the "mad one" the one who suffers with anxiety disorders and can't get my life together tinkering with death from overdoses and fighting cancer, why do I get to be here and he doesnt? I think our mind's are all one like a kinda hive mind, we all suffer the same feelings the majority have better coping mechanisms...
Why is it men between the ages of 35 and 45 are dropping dead whether it's intentional or other wise, this world and it's violence causes such silence Israel, Ukraine while rich man north of Richmond line their pockets all the pharmaceutical companies and weapons manufacturers like loch heed Martin and the rest prosper from the brother's killing brother when will it end? Or is this Hell I think it's Hell Goodbye ๐ซ
Stay safe my friends on here oh scratch that Stay safe everyone remember to give that friend you haven't talk to in a few weeks a ring, see how they're doing I'm sure he or she would love to hear you're voice Slainte๐ฅ