Mixed feelings

I think part of me does... or could also just be that I haven't met the right one yet and am turned off big time by the modern dating pool. :/

I'm somewhat of a homebody, I like things relatively quiet, like the a/c on nice and cold (68 F/ 20 C), etc. I like the lack of drama but also miss the comfort of someone sharing closest moments with you. Honestly, I'm probably not in the right head space for a serious relationship rn tho.

Don't really drink much these days so meeting at a bar just seems like I'm going for the wrong crowd. Feel like tinder/match/every other 'swipe' style dating app is shallow as fuck and just kinda completely checked out of those a long time ago. Plus it seems like the overwhelming majority of women i meet are strongly leftist/woke and I am very much not. Thought about maybe joining a church or something but even if i got my shit together and put myself back out there, i have no fucking clue where to meet quality, non-democrat, singles in their 30s/40s. is that even a thing lol?

"The mind is its own place, and in itself can make a heaven of hell, a hell of heaven"

In this mind I will recreate hell in any relationship status. In other words, I am living hell right now alone, but I am sure my attitude would turn a happy relationship into hell.

No. Not particularly.