I AM SHARPLY ALIENATED FROM PEOPLE AROUND ME, INCLUDING FAMILY

THEY DON'T THINK ABOUT THINGS THE WAY I THINK

I HAVE TO WALK ON EGGSHELLS AND ON TOP OF THAT THEY REGULARLY WHIP OUT REACTIONS AND OPINIONS ON THINGS THAT I AM TAKEN ABACK BY, THINGS THAT I WOULD CONSIDER EVIL OR GROSS OR BAD

MY FAILURE AT LIFE AND NON-EXISTENT SOCIAL STATUS MEANS I CAN'T OPINE OR SAY SOMETHING IS BAD OR SHOULDN'T BE DONE

SO IM JUST SLEEPWALKING THROUGH LIFE SEEING EVERYONE AROUND ME DO GROSS SHIT AND HURT THEMSELVES AND I CAN'T DO ANYTHING TO PREVENT THEM

THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO THINK THE WAY I DO ARE RURAL OLD PEOPLE WHO I GET TO INTERACT WITH IN BURSTS, ON RARE OCCASIONS

I'VE BECOME A FOREIGNER TO MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS, NAMELESS HOMELESS AND USELESS