Joke's on you, because that's exactly what I didn't do. The deception went deep. So deep, that it didn't make sense. I spent years fighting assholes and trying to make sense of a situatiom while under constant attack.

No beliefs. No costume. No fixing necessary.

You know what's a joke: hearing people months and years on end trying to convince people based on false arguments.

- Consequences of abuse? Nah, by all means call them anything but a victim.

- Hearing people begging the abusers as if they're the most benevolent people in the world.

- Frustrated? No, if it's directed at an abuser, they feel victimized.

- Of course, abusers are hesitant now, because they knowingly and willingly engaged in YEARS of abusive practices.

- Etc.

I cannot be fixed. Because there is fundamentally nothing to fix.