I appreciate your Frank response.π«
Your mention of "being put on this earth" implies some sort of belief in the transcendent? Do you acknowledge a Creator with concomitant rights to at least prescribe appropriate, "best practice" operating parameters for yourself as a designed artifact? π
For a (limited) example, I designed a machine that makes high quality colloidal silver IF used as directed in the manual I wrote to accompany it...
And, as for the ephemeral nature of life as we know itπ€; I personally have found hope for a mind-bogglingly transcendent future, and I've been writing some fantasy lit about my expectations as to what it will be like...
Do I never feel depressed? I wish... But it rarely lasts and never stops me...ππ»π
I've prayed for you today, for the very best kind of relief from whatever is plaguing you.ππ»πππ«ππππ―π₯