I was not.

I used to have guys pay me to give their girlfriends tips and tricks and show them / explain to them techniques.

I'd also have people pay me to bring girls (usually 20's) to parties, then at the party I get to do whatever I want and if I got bored I'd leave and my girls would come with me... They didn't even know I was making a kickback on a kickback. I was just finding ways for them to party and ensuring that I would find the optimal place with all of their favorite party favors available... in return they would feel obligated to do me favors. No harm no foul. Everyone got what they wanted and I got what I wanted. And technically it wasn't prostitution. It's like a reverse door fee. Instead of paying to get into the party, I got paid to go to the party. The girls would always put out under the right conditions and I made sure those conditions were met and the guys knew that there would be no forcing. If anyone felt uncomfortable, I'd handle it.

As far as marriage goes... I'm just a monogamous person but idk if I like the idea of marriage.

Right now you're basically serving as my temporary simulation therapy... I need to grow a little and try to remember to treat people as people... Even the ones I don't see as people... Like hookers and John's.