I’ve struggled through similar situations. You have to pause, just breathe, once you’ve gained composure start to re-evaluate the situation from a different perspective. Trust me, I know it seems like you will never get out of your current situation. But you will, you are young, you are strong and you are good person. I’ve had to sell Bitcoin at major losses too many times, but that’s life. We just have to dust off our shoulders and soldier through the rough times, these times are what make us stronger than the lizards and bankers.