Bad day. They come periodically. Been living with chronic pain for almost 20 years now. It’s a mixture of “nah really can’t do” due to pain and fatigue and “need to keep it for later” to deal with the stuff I have to do.

I can deal with the pain and fatigue. It’s the not doing all the shit I want to do that is getting increasingly tough to deal with. I am missing on life, and life does not wait.