yeah sorry, elite stalker gossip about someone's health and mortality is actually so cringe and debased. empathy for my plight? no, you should not have ever been able to see my medical records or even know about my health status while also gaslighting me and hiding that you have an alleged history with minors, murders, money laundering, and more.

there's nothing romantic about "you're probably, definitely dying, but I'm probably, definitely the diddler's money guy."

imagine the position that puts me in and the position that puts you in. you get to feel like a fuckin' savior and I get to count my days. only God knows the hour of someone's death. "I'm trying to be sensitive about this" no, you're fuckin' not or you would have come clean about everything you did to find out things you really shouldn't even know.

like. take a step back: you do realize how demented and deranged it is to even be inferring this to someone with whom you do not have a chance or relationship with right? for that to be a gossip factor is actually insane to me. that this has been used to circumvent and block someone from opportunity is the biggest thing – "don't invest because she'll die any minute" is one helluva excuse, bud.

I MEAN HOW CONVENIENT RIGHT.

you know what would have happened if you and your diddler friends DIDN'T have me blackballed? I'd have like six extra years of Really Good Healthcare and be living much more comfortably during my alleged "decline". I'd know in high resolution about the body I inhabit. I wouldn't have to keep poking around in the dark for answers, dealing with a bunch of elite stalkers who keep whispering into the ears of the people I get close to that I'm as good as dead.

woke, murderous, self-obsessed people are the literal fucking worst people on the planet. y'all can't even tell the difference between a truth and a curse. it's like expecting a whole neighborhood to NOT be disturbed by your presence after you work out a deal with the CIA to hand over a few pedophiles while remaining unscathed. you're not innocent and you have not yet been dealt with.

"doomed bro falls in love with dying girl" is a fantasy plot you tell yourself to feel like somehow all of this can end well when what you're really saying is that you simply cannot wait until I'm dead and you're disturbed by the fact that that hasn't happened yet. and if you could hasten that process you would. which is why literally no one wants you near me and nobody believes you're capable of properly loving someone anymore.

I was never your accomplice. I was never tied to your crimes. and the impression your idiotic leftover stans might have of you and your narratives really does belie the fact that you still think you don't have to answer for what you've done. don't use someone else's health status as a cop out, you fucking ultra-rich psychopath.

go scream "I LOVEEE YOUUU PLEEAAASE DIEEEE ALREAAADYYY" in the mirror and stop telling people what you found out without telling them how you found out.