Seeking change only occurs when the pain of remaining the same is greater than the fear of the alternative.

One cannot help that who doesn't want to be helped.

In short for the above long:

No.

Nope.

I think it is as long as it doesn’t cost you your peace. It’s one thing to teach to listening ears it’s another trying to force people to get it. If it’s at all forced just leave them where they are. They’ll get it eventually.

Honestly I don't think conversion of current normies is where the value lies. Your podcast will be watched by people in 10, 20, 50 years. Your content is a testament to the truth, and I think it's important that this testament exists. Those future people will either look back at your content and marvel and how lucky they were that people who thought like you existed, or lament how they wish more people had. They will either see the the seeds of victory or a clear warning for where the world was heading. I'm optimistic they will be looking back from a better world. They should know that a better world didn't happen by accident. They need to know what sort of horrible fate was avoided. This kind of media is an important historical document. In the future, the corporate media news isn't what people will regard as accurate historical record. It will be non-mainstream media that spoke the truth. Your message is time travel.