There is no creed, there is no differentiation, there are no books and no paths to it. At the end of the road it comes to no-self and the realisation of not ever having existed, but being eternal in nature being the universe observing itself. It being as obvious as a slap in the face but always at the edges of the ego's perception. It's not spirituality because it has no name. It's not in relation to anything. And when you wake up and read the words of Jesus you realise you never knew what he meant until now. There is oneness and god is it all. All you have to do is stop thought and you will see it too.

You're literally working too hard.