I find that commendable.
But I'm an anarchist and an absurdist 🤷🏽
I find seeing freedom in signing over your control to any higher power kind of laughable.
That's not too say you shouldn't. I just think so systems are corrupt and we should fight corruption whether we see it🤷🏽
In that sense you're kind of a hero to me. Even if I disagree with you on a lot🤷🏽
But you're doing what you believe and I think in this universe that's all we can do.