You carry a lot of Roman Catholic biases. You'd know if you read up or study Islamic teachings or scripture. Won't kill you either.
Orthodoxy exists, but I implore any Christian to actually learn about Abrahamics as a whole.
Islam imo probably the closest to God and you'd realise it when you study it.
I held the same beliefs for over two decades until I went to Israel and opened up to Islam, Judaism and Christianity.
Dr Roy Casanagrana has some great lectures on YouTube. As well as Useful Charts. Really really good, historical stuff.
Tbh I really hate the state of Israel because they put every single person in danger and make the holy land unsafe and "theirs". If Palestine was still a thing we'd learn so much as a species.
Yet a plague or evil spread and continues to spread. It's an evil that's literally turning every inch of the Levant into hell.
I went to Catholic School and did that for most of my life but leaned towards Buddhist teachings after what, 10, 12 years of Christian Catholicism.
I hate what they've done to Christ, especially the Romans and the New King James.
That's why I opened up to all Abrahamics, I seek personal truths.
Fuck I wish I could return and explore from Egypt to Iran and everything in between, but fuck us right? Can you imagine before 1948 the entire place was at peace in accordance with nature.