I am the laziest person in the universe. I don't even want to breathe without a reason.
If I do something, it must have a reason. That's how I accomplish extremely hard, even impossible things, and endure the pain and discomfort.
I know exactly why I am doing it. I know that it is necessary to achieve my goals, which are non-negotiable for me; they are set in stone.
Why aren't you doing whatever you need to do?