You ever catch yourself endlessly scrolling on NOSTR/X, and ask yourself why?

I always thought it was, "to have an edge investing" or "because these people get me"

Those are probably partially true. But when I was challenged to sit with the feeling long enough, I realized it wasn't just that.

It was rage.

Rage at the world. Rage at the labels. Rage at my family who misunderstood me.

Damn, it feels good to acknowledge that.

Okay, now time to harness this rage into a ruck walk.