Ignore this. I have no where else to vent to.

I've given the place i work for, Ascend Wellness Holdings, everything from me.

From myself, my g/f, to my best friend that's going to be starting there soon.

Now, he'll get to spend more time with my g/f than I do being in the same area since they won't put him in cultivation with me and it's policy that couples can't work together so I can't move over..

Doing everything i can to help others..

And I'm still the one that gets fucked in the end.

It really never fails.

If there's one thing I'm great it.

It's getting fucked by others around me...

I still make $15/hr busting my ass.

G/f now makes $17/hr to watch vape carts get filled and put stickers on boxes of the flower I grow.

Now my best friend gets hired in in the same area...

I already have 6.5 point of 7 for termination....

All this shit with pericarditis and housing issues like a cherry on top.

If anyone wants to come shoot me.

Please do.

I can't take this mental stress anymore.

I'm done fighting to just survive.

I give up.