Shit breaks, but most importantly take care of yourself first. Shit can be fixed.
man, this morning, everything is messed up. i can't tell if it's changes in jumble causing issues, but i have also tested with coracle and nostrudel and my relay seems to be randomly or consistently disconnecting the clients. i tried earlier versions that used to work, and they are doing the same things. tried different Go versions, still something wrong.
i dunno even if it is the reverse proxy either, could be, idk, but i reverted that thing to older, working version yesterday and it seemed to be working ok.
i'm just over it. i don't have time for a million problems to pop up with my hobby project while i need to get on with doing paid work. i've canceled my VPS subscriptions now, and i have remaining credit there so maybe later i will start stuff up again but i'm seriously 😡 pissed off about what ever the fuck is going on.
everything seemed to start going down hill since the last week. i am just gonna take it as a signal to abandon that work for the time being.
it's really disheartening because it seemed like i was almost done with my list of todos on orly and now it's completely broken, and it got brokener as the last week progressed. i've spent days trying to figure out what the fuck is going on but websockets closing randomly is the last straw. it was literally working last night, mostly. better than ever before, and today completely fucked up, and nothing I did changed in between.
nostr:npub1acr7ycax3t7ne8xzt0kfhh33cfd5z4h8z3ntk00erpd7zxlqzy3qrn2tqw sorry to drop this like this but i can't keep paying for the VPS service which runs the go vanity redirection so there is gonna be problems with that too. all the imports are based on my domain names and they are not going to bounce it anymore.
i just need a clean break at this point. i am completely bamboozled why there is suddenly a problem, and i know it's not clients doing it because at least two of the clients are using different client SDKs so the problem has to be on my side. but i can't for the life of me figure it out and i need some air right now, really badly. i gotta get to work on the new thing. #orly is on hiatus now, for an indefinite period. of course anyone may pick it up and try to figure it out if they want but i'm over it. 18 months of bashing my head against the wall with nostr relay dev and i'm pretty much finished.
it's probably something to do with the geomagnetic storm going on at the moment somehow too.
and i can for sure at least also say maybe i'm feeling like shit because i've been kicking the caffeine and alcohol pretty much completely stopped using them now, so probably that's not helping either.
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not until i get money again tho... can't do any work until a colleague comes back from vacation because i sure as fuck can't make any sense of the codebase i'm supposed to work on. i'm not sure that doing front end dev was really a good idea but i want to be able to, it's just, every time i touch javascript it's an extremely difficult and frustrating experience to get anything to work at all, let alone how it is intended to.