Having a bad flare up for a few days

....

Last three days my back has been basically thrown out / locked up

I can't even breathe without being in excruciating pain

(Not even an exaggeration or me being dramatic)

Muscle spasms randomly occuring just as an extra fuck you from the universe

Had to get shit done tho

Had to be in sunlight for a little bit

Put on sunscreen

My face still burnt

I feel physically ill

Almost puked

Almost passed out

Felt like baby heat stroke

Vision went blurry and all

Insane migraine

Covered in dirt and gasoline

I'm at ~ 6.5(+) miles in steps - so far - according to my watch (which is pretty accurate but it doesn't count the really slow old lady steps I take)

I'm fuckin done for today...

For the next couple of hours the world can fuck right the fuck off

*Collapses*

*Shakes fist at sky*

God is cruel

Anyone that says God is love is a damn liar!

If God wasn't a prick, I would have been born into a different body or not at all.

😭