I dunno, if I have to be immobile anyway then what's the issue with at least being aware of my surroundings this time?

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Because you *try* to move, but you cannot. It's freaky. And sometimes the hallucinations are still somewhat lingering too. It's happened to me a few times. The first time was scary, because I didn't know what was going on. The next times it was just unpleasant.

Yeah I mean, I try to move when I'm fully passed out too, I'm just too out of it and entrenched in hallucination to realize I'm actually in a lawn chair getting a sun burn or splayed out where my friend layed me down on her couch. Sometimes the hallucinations are terrifying, like the time I hallucinated that half my body was lit on fire. If I was aware of my surroundings then at least I would KNOW I was trapped in my own body like that. Instead my consciousness is completely indesposed. It's embarassing!