Re-reading and these days, no matter what happens, I try to bring concentration clarity and equanimity to that experience. Last night, I suddenly have the feeling of living at the moment.

When I grow up, it seems life has been a straight line with plenty of milestones, I need to go and go and mark all the milestones and go to the next one. And once I have struggles, I would think that oh maybe just tackle this one and then next stage I will be fine. But no, that’s not how life works. It’s not a one way straight road, it has physical space with unlimited reach, you can go towards all directions and extend to infinity.

There will be no one single moment/ person/ book/ movie and anything that could change your life after you get them finished, and you have no todo list to check. You can just be at the moment. nostr:note1q0plhzk8fzm0x3q9yc70taw07h7qucc5ga5chwryuuy5q3vpjygs8rqafu