As I try to help more people and consequently grow my channel, It's hard everyday knowing that that my video thumbnails are garbage, my video titles and garbage, I'm bad at marketing because I don't do any marketing because I have no idea what to do, and I'm old and ugly. My actual videos are not bad but with all those other strikes against me it's hard. The only thing keeping me going are the small group of awesome people who continue to support me everyday. A message to them - Guys, I appreciate you so much and I hope I'm either helping you or entertaining you or both. God bless everyone